Vulnerable

Why are some people so vain? I’m very vulnerable in tricky, complicated situations. Gosh, what have I done? Am I to blame? What on earth were they murmuring? About my innocent soul?:( Almighty, please enlighten me as well as the other way around. I might not have the right to claim, how good I’m to them. Sorry for now, I badly need to rest in this time of pleasing anyone.:(