Stingy with a Green Heart

I had exchange of words with one of my neighbor’s friends a few days ago. I'd never seen them often but after 8 months we got the chance for a few hours of chatting. Don't get me wrong, as most people have said: one part of my personality that they can't beat is me being a stingy person, that they hardly can convince or influence me, just for even a short time. It didn't hurt that word we had, but I think they sometimes find it hard to understand me. Yes, I have a small budget and it seems that I still don't have much to spend some extra for myself. Especially thinking that I’m not yet successful in some ways of my goals in life. However much I envy those who have time and money to spend their extra time. I still need to control. I only have small earning in which only a small buck would go through to my goals. I honestly love to go out anywhere and hang out everywhere but I just can't go for now. So the more often I’m alone in my room the more I seclude myself in my room. More often they hardly can reach me when pleasures will be tackled because I would say no. Maybe soon. But on the other hand, one of them said: in fairness to Gloria, though she is sometimes stingy she.... If only I had more extras I would surely explore but for now, the only thing I can afford to share are my eco friendly gifts which no one knew I had already prepared for this holiday.. heheh yeah I’m stingy and sooo....